thought dump, the sequel
+ expanding vocabulary

— compound nouns i've made up —

waldspräch // literally: forest conversation. the feeling of being lost in conversation, similar to how one gets lost in the woods.

nachtsuppe // literally: night soup. the specific feeling of malaise that causes one to eat not just a midnight snack in the dead of night, but a whole meal. usually soup.
general question for fashion, life, and achieving clarity: if i don't find a poncho like logan's soon, am i really living?
questions, things to ponder, whatever
what's a scene from a film you can't get out of your mind? not just one you like, but one you look up clips of on youtube because you feel a compulsive need to watch it multiple times.

if you were an analogous color scheme, what colors would you be?

describe a specific feeling you don't have a word for, and i'll make a compound noun for you.

songs i annoy lockdown partners with by singing to myself all day
asexual wellbeing okay kaya

daydream the aces

southwark yumi zouma

velour and velcro the districts

es ist leicht haller

potential public grabs for attention
1. post pictures of myself in fishnets to instagram

2. ask fans to tag me with old live videos in their insta-stories so i can drown myself in nostalgia (claim it's for #tbt)

3. start a fight with someone in my mentions, somehow make it look like i'm not punching down

4. pretend to accidentally tweet a friend's nude?

5. write a tell-all memoir about my family that's mostly lies
what i've learned about myself
i can feel genuine love for a cockroach. i'm surprisingly good at living without a full wardrobe. i can genuinely feel like a terrible person when i make a roach hiss. i don't miss some things as much as i thought i would. again, if anything happens to this roach i'll fucking die.
are you a hogling, porket, hog-babe, or gruntling?
also, it's kidding season...