we are not facetiming you before we go on

he's good but he's always fine before a show. it's afterwards that matters

ian said we ought to take him out afterwards but we'll see how everyone feels

but what if i don't wanna go ...

i don't want to keep him out forever but i know that whatever high he feels after he walks off that stage is gonna be gone when he gets back to the hotel and is alone in that room. maybe not tonight but

and i know i'm a shit friend for thinking it but i don't want to put him in a position where he's got an opportunity to do something and i didn't try to stop him

i think it's mostly airbnbs when we aren't on the bus so it isn't the same every stop

i know it's not her job but why the fuck didn't harlowe come